✍️ My Journey with OCD


Hi Reader,

"Why do you do that?"

It's a question that anyone who lives with a mental illness, particularly OCD, has heard—probably more than once—at some point in their life.

It's maybe only a shade less intimidating and hurtful as, "What's wrong with you?"

​Rosie Phillips' roommate didn't mean it to be hurtful, but Rosie couldn't help feel like an intense interrogation light was placed on her, while she thought she was just settling down and getting comfortable to watch White Lotus.

But people with mental illness often can't just get comfy and chill, because of things going on in their heads, things going on with their bodies, and that relentless restlessness of mind and body is captured beautifully in Rosie's new essay.

Her talent is as big as her vulnerability as her heart; I know you'll agree with me once you read her piece. Don't hesitate to dive into a story of how empathy can open one to a new understanding of self.

​Enjoy, and share!​

All my best,
Gabe Nathan
Executive Director

Read Rosie Phillips' story: Why Do You Do That: My Journey with OCD​

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