Chaos Comes to Light — A Therapist’s Life With AuDHD & Eating Disorder Recovery


Hi Reader,

Melanie du Preez asks herself, in her beautiful new essay on our site, "How on Earth does a psychologist miss neurodiversity in themselves?"

Indeed, Melanie lives with autism and attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder, and has lived with it, and its sometimes extremely challenging symptoms, all her life but, as she also says, "turns out that masking is one hell of a drug."

And that's the cold, hard truth about walking around every inexorable minute of every exhausting day while carrying around the weight of mental illness, isn't it?

Simply in order to function and cope and do our days, we have to mask; to get things done, to get by. But Melanie found all of the effort she had to put into masking and covering and coping unsustainable; something had to give.

Fortunately, Melanie persisted and is living a healthy, less exhausting life, all while helping others. Please read and share her poignant essay far and wide.

All my best,
Gabe Nathan
Executive Director


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